There has been a shift in my feelings lately. A good one I feel. I've been spending a lot of time thinking about God, praying about things. For some reason for the past month and a half I've had this desire to spend time at church, spend time praying and searching. Problem is that I'm not really sure what I'm searching for. Maybe I'll know what I was looking for when I finally find it.
I also have this desire to be softer... kinder. I find myself feeling silly for thinking these thoughts and for praying. I look forward to when I have the confidence to silence those thoughts. I hope I can continue this journey and work with God in this transformation period.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
It has been a great summer so far! I've been super busy and I'm about to get a lot busier too with Seven Brides (Up at Sundance) and my new Job at Nordstrom. Fall is looking like its going to be just as busy, I'll be taking 19 credit hours and I'll be in SLACs production of Bloody Bloody Andrew Jackson!
So far I:
Went home to Oregon
Took a road trip to Jackson Hole
Attended my first ever Toga Party
And had a singing Party in the middle of downtown Salt Lake City!
Life is so good. I was talking to Bronwyn the other day and she said "Jessica, we're doing it. I mean we are actually doing it. Like who would have thought that you me and John would be making a living from performing so soon. We made it!" And I feel that way. I feel like I am living the dream. I'm not in New York yet, I'm not on broadway, and I do have a lot of progress yet to be made, but I am living my dream! And I am happy. In two years I'll get to live my dream in New York (and hopefully on broadway) But I've be lucky enough to perform non stop for over a year, I am surrounded by people I love, and I am learning and growing. I love the memories I'm making and I look forward to creating many more, which will be just as wonderful!