I've been on this kick of being on purpose. Doing things, being things on purpose. Having purpose for all I do. I feel like that keeps me out of a victim place. Because in reality, no one can make me feel anything, no one can force me to react a certain way. Every feeling I feel, thought I think and action I do all come from me. When I realized this it was a really gold feeling. Because If that's all true, I get to pick how I get to feel everyday. When I choose to act I choose power, I choose freedom from where I used to be; putting the responsibility of my happiness on someone else, or something else.
Side note of the day is this: I love my friends. They saw beauty in my heart when I didn't. They got me out of bed, fed me, and made me laugh when I didn't think I could smile. They've always remembered who it is that I can be and want to be and they assist me in picking to be that person. I am so grateful to God for putting such amazing people in my life. Especially people who can be honest with me.
Happy day to all :)